hi thur :D

God damn it. FUCK YOU.

If I could change the past, I would have told my self not to fall for you. Because you are my world. You are my everything. You are the first thought in the morning and the last thought at night. And I’m just the girl going off to college waiting to be replaced. But that’s understandable. I’m easily replaceable. I always fucking have been, and I always fucking will be. I am sorry I am not perfect. I am sorry that I am not everything you wanted me to be. I thought loving you with all of my heart and soul would be enough. Sadly, I was mistaken. And it was foolish of me to think so.

AGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Merrick and I are going to the movies to see Chernobyl Diaries tomorrow. My heart does not know how to handle this. AGHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I hope I don’t fuck this up like I always do.